I 
											have just been through the most 
											humiliating experience of my life at 
											the hands of a DLA medical examiner. 
																					
													He was here 2 and a half hours and 
											told me to get rid of my "energise 
													DVD (from the charity ME Research 
											UK)", that ME was all due to 
											deconditioning and negative 
											behaviour patterns. He said the only 
											one keeping me in that bed is me. 
											The confusion is due to me not using 
											my brain, hearing problems due to 
											not using my ears, light 
													sensitivity due to not going out 
											in the light and so on and so forth. 
											Why should I expect a blue badge 
											when that would only discourage me 
											from walking, he said. 
											
											I felt 
											humiliated and ridiculed by someone 
											who was clearly a psychiatrist of 
											some description. He said he gave 
											seminars to students on "people like 
											me". 
He seemed to enjoy the whole 
											thing. 
											I was 
											refused DLA. 
I have had ME/CFS and 
											fibromyalgia 12 years and this is 
											the first time I have applied, 
											having tried everything to get 
											better on my own. I hope research 
											will stop this kind of thing from 
											continuing.